• You are so beautiful, so warm; you plant kisses on my neck and make me smile. I am melting in your arms like quick silver, coating coins like saliva in the mouths of the children that choke upon them. I'm one slow bleed away from making you love me; One fatal move from having you forever. You lean in to kiss me once again, I am overpowered by your touch... You hold me close against the floor an I feel like a chained animal, causing me to claw at your back, searching for a way to take you home with me; even if it is under my finger nails. Another drop of blood against my chest, just another stain... You're dying in my eyes again, and for this I feel the shame. I feel you deep inside of me, I feel you in my heart; squeezing all the life away tearing me apart. You cut me ever deeper now, you cut me with your words. You tell me that you love me, but I know it's only words... Just another blood drop, just another sound. It's hard to be evasive, when you've pinned me to the ground. Your kiss is like razor blades to my wrist, they make out with my arm, slicing deeper into my tender flesh. Like glass to my mouth you kiss me, the crimson flowing from my lips with trepidation. It drips, it drips like fire to the ground, growing into a thousand lies; just another blood drop, just another word. Believe me when I say this, that this is so absurd. You rip my chest open, and take my beating heart out, don't worry.. Take a bite, it'll only give you gout. You go for my finger tips, Slicing them away ever so softly. You eat them, and I eat you; Ripping your nipples off, forgive me I must chew. I go for your sweet lips, lacerating my tongue, you cut it out, and I tear away at your thumbs. We dine until there is nothing left. I hold you in my handless grasp. You took my heat away from me and now I feel the theft... It's just another blood drop, just another lie. Like all stories we have a happy ending, as we slowly die. Rotting in each other arms, I know you never loved me, but in this lie we're together; you keep me safe in your company... Dissipating now, your arm's I cannot grasp. Alone again I am, you were the first, and probably my last. You cut me ever deeper now, your words ringing in my ears. Loving you, and losing you; it's one of my great fears. How do I go on without you? Bleeding here alone... I'll never hear your voice again, even on the telephone. Ring ring, ring ring. Hello? there's nobody there; but then again I see it now, did you ever really care? You told me that you loved me, you told me that you'd chose me. I sit here, pondering my words. But it's just another blood drop, and I know it's only words. But I keep it deep inside of me, This love... That never was.