• The darkness of my heart awaits the kind words from your lips
    My darken eyes long to see the beauty that is you
    As I lay here dead and alone
    I await to hear the footsteps I have long forgotten the sound of
    As the people around see me as if I am not there
    I wish for another to approach this shadowy thing that is myself
    I cry out to the world
    Why Me Why Me
    hoping a single spirit
    a single person will hear my saddened voice
    The darkness of the world as over time consumed me within itself
    I sit on a bench on a cold winters day
    hoping a single spirit
    a single person will greet me with their warm presence
    as I sit on the end of my bed
    I do not pray
    for what I have once put my hope with has abandoned me
    left me alone to die slowly inside my blacken heart
    If only If only
    If only one kind soul
    one kind person would bring about their loving smile to me
    as I sit in a pool of loneliness I hope for even the slightest bit of happiness
    so that I may smile once more
    If only If only
    If only the brightness of others would rub off on me
    so I may frolic in the field of happiness
    as I did when I was young
    as I grow older the darkness in myself grows more and more each day
    I only wish that I may bring up my sadness from behind this fake smile
    hoping that someone will come along and make my truly be happy once more
    and maybe if I'm lucky
    that person will be you