• I can see the world
    through different eyes.
    Most of my useless time
    is spent staring at the skies...

    Gripping tighter on my chain of life...
    I cant escape the time that i had...
    Making them so angry...
    Making them so hurt... and... sad.

    Loving them was impossible,
    Hugs were rare.
    Smiling wasn't allowed,
    No one cared.

    Loving them was impossible,
    Hugs were rare.
    Smiling wasn't allowed,
    No one cared.

    I was the only one,
    left out and afraid.
    The only one, always rejected...
    Never was any aid.

    My only friend was the trees.
    My only subject that i talked
    was usually about the beautiful bees.

    To my family's eyes
    i was a suprise.
    The dud of them,
    the dud for anyone.

    Loving them was impossible,
    Hugs were rare.
    Smiling wasn't allowed,
    No one cared.

    Loving them was impossible,
    Hugs were rare.
    Smiling wasn't allowed,
    No one cared.

    I was searching way inside of me...
    Trying to get the best and see,
    that it mattered inside the heart.
    Nothing could break me... apart...

    Soon it all went behind...
    I had found what is inside.
    Loving the best of what i could see,
    Inside of the soul... Inside of me.

    Loving them was impossible,
    Hugs were rare.
    Smiling wasn't allowed,
    No one cared.

    Loving them was impossible,
    Hugs were rare.
    Smiling wasn't allowed,
    No one cared.

    I may be a dud...
    And have normal blood...
    But still love... me...
    Please....

    Loving them was impossible,
    Hugs were rare.
    Smiling wasn't allowed,
    No one cared.

    Love.. was.. impossible...
    For a dud.