• I emptied out my inbox
    Just like I emptied out my heart.
    All your messages saying you loved me
    Should have been erased from the start.
    You said you'd ALWAYS care.
    That you would NEVER leave me.
    But from the start I saw right throught it
    Though that didn't free me.
    Because you held onto me with what you claimed was love,
    What I had started to believe was love.
    But turned out to be nothing but LIES.
    You took away my heart...and NEVER gave it back.
    You filled all my thoughts...and they NEVER seemed to fade.
    You took away what made this hurt the most...something I can never get back
    My INNOCENCE.
    You were my first...
    My first LOVE.
    My first THOUGHT when I woke up.
    My first LOVER...
    So to make me realize that you were my PAST,
    And belong NO WHERE in my future.
    I emptied out my inbox
    I emptied it of lies
    Then I regained my heart
    And emptied it with cries.