• I wish it wasnt so,
    that we didnt have to die,
    that we didnt have to lie,
    that we didnt have to wonder why.

    I wish it be no so,
    that he would ignore me,
    that we wouldnt adore me,
    that wouldnt talk to me.

    I wish time could take away,
    the pain,
    the voices,
    the memories,
    tthe hurt inside.

    Even more so,
    I wish would forgive me.

    But I"m caught in yesterday,
    stuck in the past,
    left to wonder what went wrong,
    left to hear the hurt,
    the lies,
    and most of all wonder why,
    left to lay in bed and think,
    while the voices scream and shout,
    so I wish it wasnt so,
    but truth be told,
    it is and there isnt anything I can do to change it.