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Everybody wake up!
Why is it that no one sees
That all the pain is from the change
You forced on me
Changed my life, forced to change my ways
Hiding from the unknown just to make it through the day
And every day I'm here I feel like ripping off my face
But that's the way I like it 'cause I love to hate this place
I hate it that I'm forced to get used to the hate
Pretend that I give a s**t while I hide in this case!
I can't break it in
I just keep it bottled up
I can't break it in
When it all feels so ******** up
And just for your sake
I constantly lie
Tell you that I'm fine,
Even though it's killing me inside!
You brought pain to light
Then made me go through with it
You claim that it's right
But you're the only ones who wanted this
Stressed from all this selfish s**t
Being told to deal with it
Cried because I'm all alone
Because of your own happiness
I don't want to fight, but I don't want sorrow to win
I'm so sick of hiding, but I don't want to fit in
I don't want to know them, but don't wish to be unknown
I am never happy, just distracted when I'm home
I can't break it in
I just keep it bottled up
I can't break it in
When it all feels so ******** up
And just for your sake
I constantly lie
Tell you that I'm fine,
Even though it's killing, killing me inside!
There's no longer a chance to be happy
So how would it help if I tell you how I feel?
The purpose of these words is to blow off some steam
I am not trying to fill you with guilt
But I clench tight into my hand
As hatred pours like burning sand
And though I have tried the best I can,
It seems as though nothing will be normal again
I can't break it in
I just keep it bottled up
I can't break it in
When it all feels so ******** up
And just for your sake
I constantly lie
Tell you that I'm fine,
Even though it's killing me inside!
I can't break it in
You can't make me accept this!
I can't break it in
I have tried, but now I quit
I can't break it in
I am through with faking it
I'm done faking happiness
And pretending I give a s**t!!!
Comments (3 Comments)
- Janel_Skye - 07/19/2010
- wow this is really a good way to discribe how some people feel
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- Katana_Poison - 01/27/2010
- wow... I'm sorry zuzu...
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- Nana The Ultimate - 01/27/2010
- 5/5 as always!
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