• HIM
    His name haunts my every thought
    Every second of the day I think about HIM
    I am sprung
    I know that much
    I am in love?
    I know little.
    This is the first time I've ever felt this way about someone. Ever.

    I feel like I can give him my everything
    And I know he won't leave me afterwards.
    I don't know if I love him, but for those who do know love: am I in it?

    I see him when I close my eyes
    Almost every thought is about him
    I smile when I see him, even in the worst of situations
    I laugh whenever he looks at me
    He makes me feel great
    He is my everything.

    But, I am young and what seems like a love to me
    May be nothing compared to what else the world has to offer me
    Maybe I am... Can it be?.. It can't be true.
    I am in love with HIM.
    And I hate it. I love HIM I love everything about him.
    The things he does to me emotionally though...
    He and I have been seperated haven't seen him for days.
    I miss him, he loves me also.
    He is too shy to admit it.
    But the signs are there.
    I love him so, does he love me back? Am I simply sprung? Why do I ache inside?
    If this is truly love then... What's Hell like?
    Sometimes I think Hell is filled with love because... at the end of every love... you always get hurt... somehow... someway...
    Hurt.
    It's why I hate to love him.
    And I wonder...
    Does he hate to love me?

    by Gabrielle Chambers