• i sit looking out my window crying and you dont notice i bleed and you dont notice you cant care you just watch and smile you watch me give the life i was given, away to the darkness and as i go i hear you crying and i wounder if you did care if you just didnt want to show you loved some1 and the darkness takes me i go to the end of the darkness and its so bright and i see a glowing angel and he tells me no you must go back to him love him and he will love you more then anything he pushes me and i fall and keep falling then i stop and i feel a sharp pain in my chest and it keeps coming and going i hear some1 screaming come back dont leave me and i open my eyes and you r there and i see you crying and i say im sorry