• I was driven to my insanity by the boy who woke me up.
    He lay is heart in my hand and told me to keep it safe.
    So safe i kept it.
    In return he asked for my heart....should i let him hold it?
    Do i trust him? my answer...."yes,but please... don't break my heart....im not up for the pain."
    He looked into my sorrow full eye's and his kissed sealed the promise.

    My heart...SHATTERED all across the floor.
    A LIE! For our love is no more.
    i shale never love again? or forever grieve in sorrowful pain?
    it's not a point of wanting him anymore...it's the sacrifice of needing him.
    i need his touch, to secure my tremble. And his might, to keep me safe.

    God....where have you went?
    When my tear's are falling one after one...i need you! Need him! where?when? NOW!
    So as i sit upon this gray skied day..im enlightened...by the memories shared, of our love that once walked upon this earth, and of an almighty boy who woke me from my dream and the fatality of fear.

    I am and will forever be grateful to have been loved by you...but you...you took our forever and ever away...and i cry,cry out for you.
    I shale forever look at the door....for one day you will enter...again..and wake me up from my dream.....it's not that i want you...but it's because i need you.....*tear's*..........so come be again that night and shining armor and save me...because every day that i have lived...i am...already dead.........