• tab I know you were hurting although you wouldn't cry, and could see you
    were suffering, see the pain in your eye's. I wanted to comfort you, to hold
    you, be with you that day, you looked so helpless and frail, while in bed you
    did lay.
    tab I wanted to scream, to shout, and to yell, you said you were fine,
    although you skin was so pale. I stood there watching as each breath came
    slow, and fought to find courage, my emotions were low. I promised you
    when the time came, that I would not cry, you never saw my eyes wet, they
    were always dry.
    tab I stroked your forehead and said how much I loved you, you nodded and
    smilied, and I knew that you knew. I held your hand, as I silently said goodbye
    and knew in my heart that soon you would die. Now I know your somewhere
    better watching over me and everything that I do, and I know you'll keep
    watching me until God wants me too.