• I can't take this love
    You're selfish
    You're stupid
    You don't care
    About me
    About us
    You only care
    About yourself
    I hate you
    Just die

    Those are the words
    The words you said
    Said to me
    I died inside
    That night when
    I saw you with her
    Just minutes before
    Before my heart died
    And so did our love

    I lost love
    I really did love
    You but you
    Just didn't see it
    Lost love
    Because I was
    Selfish, Stupid
    I didn't care
    I just wanted him
    But I loved you
    Enough to let
    You go, but does it matter?

    I lost love that night. For personal reasons. Mom hates you. Dad's MIA. What was I to do? I love easily. Is that a crime now? I know you hate me. She does to. The one after that and after that. They all heard about me. They all hated me. My best friend. The latest one. You took her. And you're still mad? 5 years later?

    Talking to her
    She frowns
    Says I'm selfish
    I'm stupid
    Says she hates me
    I need to die
    I ask her
    Where she heard those words
    She just smiles
    And says goodbye
    I start to cry

    My last friend
    My last family
    What have you done
    The pain
    The pain hurts
    So bad
    I can't see
    Where's the rope?
    Where's the knife?
    Someone take me
    Take me to the bridge!
    I can't do this
    Live alone
    You took everything

    I run for the bridge
    The fastest way to go
    You catch up
    Say stop I love you
    I laugh
    I'm supposed to
    Believe you?
    You say yes
    It was all an act
    I step off the rail
    You smile.
    Evily.
    I step back up
    And out comes
    The fake frown
    The best friend/girlfriend
    I laugh
    Say you lier

    I jumped that night into the icy, choking water. I didn't feel the pain. No I was released from that. But now up here. Over there. Everywhere. I see you face. The guilt. She smiled that night. My old best friend. She said she's glad I'm gone. Now they could be together. But he leaves her. And all the rest. He never loves again. The guilt eats him and I don't want that. One night he returns. To the scene of death. He starts crying. He looks over the railing. Where I fell. The rain is everywhere. Everything is wet. He stands up. On tippytoes. And falls..........Then joins me. The guilt hurt him. And he hurt me. We're even now. We're in love. But things are slow. I mean we are in heaven after all. We have eternity.

    Lost love
    Regained it back
    It all works
    Love holds strong
    And love holds true
    Nothing can break it
    Nothing can beat it
    Love is real
    But lost love
    That's a dangerous thing