• the joyous release leaves me to breathe
    the strangle is releases its grasp
    immediately the blood flows back to my cheeks
    leaving its light shade of rose

    then i can hear once again,
    my mind whispers to my heart
    the fantastic news
    it starts to race, thinking could this be?

    and the warmth is sent through my veins
    tweaking at my face till uncontrollably,
    i smile to myself, and i feel a vagrant tingle in my cheeks

    dark beneath my heart it sends its own message
    the reaction is slightly numbed

    "its nothing that will change anything"

    but i look up
    using my last bit of hope
    and grow myself much more of a reason to live
    i am at your will now, and its all in your hands

    please, have their be happiness