• I still can't believe how it all ended.
    I had never loved anyone before you.
    I had told you my every secret,
    And I thought you had told me all of yours.
    I learned the hard way,
    That nothing is what it seems.
    You made me believe you cared for me.
    I never gave anyone so much of me.

    I remember that night you had told me of your father,
    And I cried with you.
    It was never your fault.
    A year later,
    And I still believe that.
    A year later,
    And I still need you here,
    Need your arms around me,
    Your reasuring whisper in my ear.

    I never thought that I could still want you,
    Love you, need you,
    Not after everything that had happened.
    But I still find myself saving up stories to tell you.
    My heart aches when I realize your no longer there.
    And even now,
    A year later,
    You still hurt me.
    And I still love you.