• Insufficient once again
    As my hopes have always been.
    This endless cycle unforgiving,
    So barely suitable for living.

    Always rising and falling.
    As fragile as winter’s calling.
    Once again my world is declining.
    Unhappiness is so confining.

    What have I done?
    Seems I'm the only one
    Stuck in this merciless hole
    Slowly losing my soul.

    This seething hatred…
    How I wish he were dead.
    I’ll never be content
    While I live with resent.

    My feelings mean nothing.
    The most excruciating sting.
    I wish I could get away –
    Wish I could leave today.