• 'You have such a hole in your life, to have such minor things make your day,
    I wish i was there to hold you tight, and fill that hole in your life, if only for a while'
    How can you say things like that? After so long, after so much?
    You left me dry, and true though i didn't cry, you still left a stain on my heart.
    This hole you speak of, what if you're the one who made it? It wasn't, but what if?
    And who are you to want to fill it? And who am I to consider you?
    Am I that broken that i need to return to familiar arms? To look back and see
    all the good you DID do?

    'Why must they be so mean to you? If i were there they'd be sorry'
    How can you say things like that? After so long, after so much?
    You're the one who started the ball rolling down the hill,
    You're the first, the one i tested, and if i remember correctly...
    you're the one who failed.
    You tease me, make me wonder why i let you back in,
    some times you make me wonder why i let you go.

    'I wish i could come there and kiss you till you feel better,'
    Sadly so do i, longing to hold your hand, only finding it sad -
    'Hey i didn't mind holding yours. lol I loved when I would walk hand in hand with you'
    How can you say things like that? After so long, after so much?
    Left me with a longing for touch, for meaning behind each fingers brush,
    It took so long, so much thought, to remember why i loved holding hands,
    how simple yet how complex each laced finger was,
    how assuring, how comforting, how much it made me feel wanted, loved.

    'I miss you you know, I can't wait till heaven lets our eyes meet,'
    How can you say things like that? After so long, after so much?
    And how can I listen and let the words set my mind spinning...

    Am I making a mistake? Or will making you leave be the worse of two evils...?