• And now the rain is falling harder than possible before this day
    And now the pain is growing faster than I thought bearable before this day
    And now the anger is burning brighter than ever before this day
    And now the confusion swirls more dizzying than before this day
    And now I'm stuck here on this Earth
    Wondering where you are
    Wondering why you did this
    Wondering what triggered the bullet
    Wondering "How could you?"
    Wondering why are you not here?
    Wondering will I ever see you again?
    In Heaven or in Hell?
    How am I to know where you are?
    You were such a wonderful person
    So where did you go?
    Why have you taken yourself from us?
    Do you regret the choice you made?
    Do you wish you could go back?
    Can you even think to wish?
    Are you burning?
    Are you in luxury?
    Are you okay?
    I need the answers I know I'll never get.
    So why do I keep hoping they will come?
    Why do I keep asking the questions?
    Why did you leave no explanation?
    Didn't we at least deserve that?
    I love you.
    I miss you.
    I need you back so I can stop asking
    "Where has my brother gone?"