• what do u caal it when ur - see i cant find word to exsrpess/explain/describe somethings ,ways and feelings i feel ,things i know or want to say some times my thoughts are just a float unknown to me i dont try to prettend to be anything but me there are part of who i am my personaility therses some places of who i am that are a mystrey to me ,and or i dont understand the anatimy of my own self like when how i some what have small feeling of love 4 some 1 but most of me emptyish doesnt matter any more couldnet care less ! ah ah what i think i know what i can call it now is it a mix of carefree easygoing i want to be freinds with evry and any body like inocnets good person its anominlily its jumbled mesh of a mess this carictarisicly impossibility carefreemess its all me i stiil have parts of me that have a need to be free and parts of me i need to find recollect well lets put it simple u would understand and know what i mean if there was a way for me to show you (but i wanted to say do so intead of saying show you) to do this telipathicly some form or kindof shape of telepathy i could then explain who i am (the who is me ) you d then truly understand why i am me and this all wold have made sense to you and not seem like in coheirent bableing