• I can't hold them back anymore
    Your too far away
    A single drop escapes from my eye
    which causes a river.

    But i cant show it, i have to hold them in.
    You knock on the door,
    I grab a towell and whipe my eyes

    You see they are red and another tear escapes
    I bury my face in ur chest and cry

    I wake up from the daydream
    Next to me the new born cries.
    I hold her in my arms, and say it's alright.

    You are sitting next to me patting my back as a tear rolls down my cheek.
    You ask why im crying, you are very alarmed.
    Its tears of joy, i reply. Tears of happiness.

    Then i notice the baby is not mine, it is my mothers.
    She lay down on the hospital bed barely breathing.
    You put your arms around me, its not tears of joy.

    I nod.
    Its tears of blood