• lock it up deep inside,
    put it all away,
    tell no soul,
    the deed it done,
    but how could this help anyone?
    i feel so childish playing this game,
    with the demons in my head,
    but what can i do?
    to call out for help,
    sitting back just letting it all slip away,
    just treading murky water,
    is how i feel today,
    but this apathy is not the way,
    to go about this life,
    for tonight i end it, this ever lasting strife.