• As long as I sit here and wait
    Patiently waiting…
    Quietly checking…
    To see if you will notice me
    Waiting to see if you will just turn your head
    And for once look my way…
    I smile that small painful smile
    Trying to mask the pain that I harbor deep down inside
    The pain of knowing that you are there
    Trying to hide the hurt of knowing that there is absolutely nothing I can do
    To make you notice that pain that I’m going through
    So as long as I wait
    Then maybe the pain that I feel will go away too…

    As long as you are happy…then maybe…just maybe…I can be too…