• Slowly I rise
    To the occasion
    I’m dressed to kill
    That’s my only persuasion
    To a life of hate
    I’m only a spec of dust

    These trifle memories
    From a long lost history
    Are torment on my mind
    A letter to my apathy

    You must be looking so full
    Of yourself right now
    Why in the end I was cruel
    Blood spattered lens I’m a fool
    To think you were the solution to my doubt

    If all is said and done
    And the rest is up to you
    Is it easier to say I will
    Than to say I do

    Running short on pheromone
    I've conquered love
    So why am I still alone
    My spirit crushed
    I’m torn to shreds
    No longer Ritalin pills will I be fed
    Its nothing a few drinks won't fix
    I've fallen in a trap love was a ditch

    There's all I know in a bottle
    I've kept it hidden from you
    To know if I can really trust anyone
    I wanna see what you'd do

    If I took this knife and said goodbye
    Would you come running to me
    Tear drenched face
    Arms open wide
    Or would you back away
    And call for help
    And let the paramedics check my blood
    While you stand by and watch me drown

    Will you love me
    'Til death do we part
    Or am I just a checkered flag
    Weighing down on your heart
    I ask this of you everyday
    But you never take this pain away
    I'm sure there are other things
    To do than to say it