• “My Wish”
    By Sarah aka Vampire Girl
    December 27, 2010

    I wish to be healed
    I want to go back in time
    Then walk away from him
    Change the course my future has taken
    But in reality
    There is absolutely nothing I can do
    What happened, happened
    I thought when I got my first kiss
    I would forget
    Those dark and dreaded times
    But it didn’t
    Maybe if I got someone
    In my heart to replace the hole inside
    I would feel better
    But the opposite happened
    I feel like I have betrayed my heart
    Which is still in pain
    Even though I might be
    Falling in love again
    I’m afraid it won’t be enough
    Possibly a huge mistake
    I wish I could figure out
    What it would to heal
    To unfreeze this state
    My heart suffers in
    To find that piece of my heart that is missing
    Like that one lost puzzle piece
    My only wish is to
    No longer feel this pain my heart
    Has held onto for years on end
    To heal these deep and freshly bleeding wounds
    Is that too much to ask?
    To forget the past and finally move on?