• I long and long for the day,
    That maybe someday I'll have the say.

    I try and try my hardest,
    But for some reason I'm the farthest.

    I get so depressed I wanna die,
    But I know I'm under God's watchful eye.

    I'm not sure what life's about,
    Or what part I'm supposed to play
    Until I get mad and shout.

    Why does it bother me?
    While I'm upon my knees,
    I bow my head and close my eyes.

    And catch myself asking God those questions like;
    Why is life unfair?
    How come I feel this way?
    What's my part to play in life?
    When will you answer my prayers?

    But it feels like life goes on forever,
    Until I get to live happily ever after.

    Then at bedtime every night,
    I pray to asking for you to watch over me while I sleep,
    But when I can't sleep,
    I close my eyes,
    Count to three,
    Sing my A, B, C's.

    Then eventually I fall asleep.
    Then I repeat this all over the next day forever and ever.