• We're together although your embarresed...i feel sad...lonely...ashamed...i apologize whenever i can...you always say i love you with all my heart, i wish i could see if you really do.
    You ask me things..out of my comfor zne, and your mad when i say, "No". I never want to make you sad. I try and try but i untimatly fail. I always cry in my heart because i know you love her....so i try to get you guys togethr you say no love you not her. i look down i cry you say, "baby look atme" i look at you with tears all over my face.
    You tell me a beautiful, romantic peom you say you made about me...im thinking about you every second now. Then i look outside...to see u holding her close kissing...i smile because now i know your happy together.


    The next weekend:

    You havent heard from me in a week. Your worried. You feel as if it has something to do with you....The cops come the next weekend, you called them because your worried as hell. (heh) You runaway from home because u think i might be..gone.. I dream about you, while in a hole in the ground, duck-taped and roped. I only dream of the future, you and her =)

    The next day:


    I hear footsteps..not far from me. i feel dirt fall on my face i try so hard to just make a grunt..a noise...i wake up to light and you standing there almost crying..yu take the tape off its hard to breathe..you hold me close to you and cry i hear the sound, "baby i love you please dont let go on me please baby please!!"

    I try to hold your hand...i whisper.Im happy...


    I hold your hand in the rain while you cry in your dark suit and tie.
    I smile at you i say, "Im waiting forever and always..Never ending"