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I'm sitting in this computer chair
I'm staring at the screen and nothing clicks
nothing fits.
I'm watching the comments roll down the screen
none of them about me
for me
none of them cares about me
but screw you guys
I'm done with it this time
let's look into this heart
I have feelings
you're damn right all of them are mine!
I don't give a lick about how you feel about me now
all I know is I don't know how,
I could ever let you get into my mind this way
but now I realized all of this
all I have to say is this
I'll lay down and die
before I ever decide
to let you hold onto my soul again
and wring it out of it's life.
I hope it burns your hands
to the point that the pain you feel
fuels how long I stand
I'm gonna start this play over
and this is how it will go
I'm gonna let go of this sh*t
and open a new door
I was too caught up on what I thought was pride
to notice that all you wanted out of me
had nothing to do with my mind
I was to stupid to see
that all you wanted
had nothing to do with me
I gave you my child hood
my memories
I gave you my everything
my temporaries
my thoughts and feelings
I gave you what I thought was me
it was only to bring me to my nee
but now I realized all of this
all I have to say is this
I'll lay down and die
before I ever decide
to let you hold onto my soul again
and wring it out of it's life.
I hope it burns your hands
to the point that the pain you feel
fuels how long I stand
my old life is over
i'm no longer your toy
i''m not your selfish abused addiction
i'm gonna make my own joy
but now i'm only me
and yeah, that's all i'll ever be
- by Silencematters |
- Poetry And Lyrics
- | Submitted on 03/22/2011 |
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- Title: Nothing about me
- Artist: Silencematters
- Description: I was listening to "I need a doctor" by eminem and it inspired this. It kind of represents how i feel about myself sometimes. I'm tired of taking crap from people so I guess this is about those days when I realize that and I'm my own person again.
- Date: 03/22/2011
- Tags: nothing about
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