• I hate this town I'm in,
    Hate how much they said now - and then.


    Do they think I enjoy it?
    After 2 minutes they forget...


    It stays in my head for days,
    Along with all this other pain.


    You tell me to end my life,
    What would you do if I did choose suicide?


    If one night I felt so bad...
    Would you feel even a tad-bit sad?


    How would you feel if your name was in a suicide note?
    Would you feel bad and mope?


    Or would you laugh and make fun of me?
    Make fun of me for not living...?


    Will things ever change?
    I try to fade...


    So you guys won't see.
    See how much your words actually hurt me.


    I go home every night,
    and every night I think of suicide.


    Tell me "You need help"
    I know I do, I got it by myself.


    Two therapists later,
    You guys are still haters.


    Why can't you let me be?
    Does it make you feel better, honestly?!


    Do you know how it feels to feel like everyone hates you?
    That they want you to follow through?


    We already had someone commit suicide,
    How would you feel if someone else died?


    Because of you?
    Because of everything you made them go through?


    I hate myself,
    Even if I got help,


    Suicide is always on my mind,
    every single ******** night.


    It hurts,
    I hurt from all of your words.


    Thanks for the pain,
    Because I know even if you read this, you won't change.


    Thanks for all the ******** memories...
    You forced me into everything.


    Thanks for being the ******** reason I hate everything.
    I hope when I finally have the guts to follow through - you'll think of me.
    And think of everything you said,
    Because it stayed in my head.