• I walked up and choked on the Host
    Said "goodbye" to what I loved most
    I picked my heart up off the floor
    I just can't stay here anymore

    I kiss the open lotus bloom
    Laughing at the dew I consume
    But I'm staring at a closed door
    I just can't stay here anymore

    Who would give me the time of day?
    Forgive me for the tune I play?
    And dare to taste the wine I pour?
    I just can't stay here anymore

    I wear the blossom on my sleeve
    But still, it seems, I have to leave
    They say I'm rotten to the core
    I just can't stay here anymore