• Wishing my hopes, the heavy rain fell,
    So hard it dropped, felt like pushed in a well.
    I was staring beneath my window,
    Gloom covers like ocean in billows.


    Feebleness, pounding in my chest,
    I can't think of what's best.
    Anguish filled my weary days
    Longing for ease, now I am thinking ways.


    Chills running down my spine,
    Fear, scared of letting this go,
    Alone, holding back what I feel,
    Tired, it hurts so real.


    My heart was in rain, crippled.
    Moaning in deep pain, so baffled.
    My head hurts, tired of thinking.
    No more tears left, tired of crying.


    Selfishness grew past me.
    Pride had eaten what's i used to be.
    Now it seems I'm so weak.
    No word left for me to speak.