• I have blocked myself here. A rat in the maze of my mind. Frantically searching . Blocked passages there is so much I just don't accept.
    You know there must be a way out. You search for something better.
    You know though. There is no way to escape what hell really is.
    You alone with your mind repeating patterns. A rat in a maze.
    The reward is so close. The reward is the freedom I will never have.