• I regret looking in those eyes and feeling safe
    I regret holding his hand and feeling the electric connection
    I regret being forced to say goodbye to him
    I regret taking him to the doctor when I found out I had cancer
    I regret him holding my hand and telling me I would get better
    I regret him taking me to chemotherapy
    I regret telling him he was the best thing that has ever happened to me
    I regret remembering these things because I'm gone and I never told him why I don't regret these things, but regret never telling him about them