• My heart..
    Its heavy with memories
    Of your happiness
    Of your smile
    Of your laugh
    You..

    Its filling up.. as I stay
    There.. in the background
    To watch you...
    Be happy with other people..
    In the background for..
    If I'm close.. I'm temped to touch you..
    To hold you..
    To call you mine..

    If I was to pour out these feelings
    To show you.. to let you see my depth
    Let this warmth engulf you and wrap
    Your beautiful self

    It would be such an acid..
    To a perfect
    Untouched
    Virgin world..

    Your perfect world..

    It would dissolve.. around you..
    Everyone in it.. gone..
    Too tragic.. too quick for you to grasp
    Exactly how much you've lost right then

    Me and you.. standing in the rubbish and refuse
    And you'd look at me.. and trod far from me... in tears..

    This book.. was soposed to the closed...
    Forever not open to this chapter
    Long.. long ago..
    This chapter of feelings was never to be seen..
    As this book was locked..
    And put far into this library of life..
    Far far away.. to gather dust..

    But I just can't stop opening it..
    And touching these pages..
    The pages that make you...
    The beautiful person you are..

    I want to steal you away..
    And lock you in my room..
    All your pages..
    Your chapters..

    Your beautiful plot..
    I want to...

    But here I am.
    In the background..
    Away from you as you laugh with everyone
    You love...

    Self bridled..
    To never pour my love..
    Upon your perfect world..