• Pain guts at my stomach

    Yet I tried so hard

    I did everything I could

    Wanted to finally care for something

    and it slips out of my hands

    as if not wanting to be loved



    Memories flood back

    All those lovely memories

    Even though the time was short

    I still got to care

    I still tried

    And I still love the one

    Who I cared for



    I feel it my fault

    Tears spring from these eyes of mine

    Trying to catch these tears

    Yet I didn't know I'd truly cry

    Till my beloved was gone

    Didn't realize how much care

    Or how much I loved what is now lost




    Even though the tears fall

    I know beloved wouldn't want me to cry

    These aren't tears of joy

    Yet it still feels good to let something out

    Yet is still feels good to cry to someone

    Even though I can't cry to beloved

    There is always someone

    That has arms open wide for these tears

    of mine