• Man after man, woman after woman

    just like drinking coffee after coffee.

    to stay awake from this pain so deadly,

    or focus on something else other than this wound.

    To remind our selves that we’re not broken

    The will, the addiction, the need for you out of my head

    I remember so clearly how wonderful we were together

    but now i’m a mess, and I confess, things could’ve gone much better.

    but whats passed is past. but oh how I wished I could change that.

    now you fear of me, and make me feel like an outcast.

    I’m confused what it is you want from me. maybe nothing? maybe something?

    anything at all!?

    I wish you would move those elegant lips with who you actually are,

    and what you really feel.

    I live my life, lifeless without you.

    All these thoughts are probably meaningless, but I haven’t gotten a clue.

    but I’ve changed, maybe I just needed time off to better myself just for you.

    I still love you.

    and if that means staying away from you, i’ll do.

    but just tell me the truth. i’m dying to know. do you still love me too?