• Always close
    But ever lost.
    I want your love
    But hate the cost.
    You tear me down
    But want me near.
    Thoughts of your heart,
    Each draw a tear.
    Your poison tongue
    It cuts my soul.
    I search myself.
    I'm never whole.
    So I sit
    And I weep
    And I lay
    And I sleep.
    Your mind is changing
    With the hour
    Everyday
    Begins to sour.
    Your heart has turned
    A grayish hue.
    Why am I still
    In love with you?