• sweet relief just beyond my grasp,
    a good sleep as i look down and laugh.
    coppery red silk slick on my lips,
    fading out slowly waiting for deaths still kiss...


    brain sizzling the color of lava in my spinning head,
    can't even walk im worthless out of bed,cant bleed out erasing the pain,
    i keep going knowing i'll just pass out again.tired of moving, tired of life,
    yet i can't stay amidst all this pain and strife.want to leave, help fading out,
    leave before they turn they always leave,chipping away slowly at me...


    confusion wreaks havoc,conversations forgotten mid sentence,
    dead memories tearing apart my tattered mind,
    pain everlasting,runner restrained,
    a fighter incapacitated, a life in vain...