• I'm right here wishing you knew how it is for me
    And wanting to say so much more
    And I'm alive but you don't actually see me
    So I still feel really dead inside
    Because I'm holding on to almost nothing
    To just stay above the water
    As I do not want to face the fear
    That if I did go under one of these lonely days
    No one would have a care or shed even a single tear
    I'm next to you holding up a smile to make sure
    You don't see the scars
    And I'm alone wondering if you know
    How much my reflection hurts?
    Because they have torn me apart
    And I can still see it all
    As I I try so hard to not scream
    And destroy what I have left inside of me
    I'm trying so hard not to tell you
    How happy I am that you're here
    And how sad I am that I will never
    Again be yours to love
    Because it was a dream come true
    When we were one
    Well to me anyway
    Apparently not to you
    And I want you to know I did my best
    But I was never and will never be good enough for you
    That's the sad truth and
    I can feel the pain still run down my face
    But that's okay because I can sit here and realize that
    Just because we are over
    Doesn't mean it's all over
    I see a different light that's not within you
    And something no one can ever take away from me
    Because it exits only past my walls and deep within
    It's what I really am
    And what I know I can be
    One day you will see it ignited beyond belief
    And I will make you will wonder why did you let this one go
    Because I am beautiful and strong
    And I can always grow even when I'm alone.