• Sweat and Peaceful Dove 


    My heart is falling into darkness and there's depression inside my heart
    Your arms were once my safe haven, but now they push us apart
    I never tried to hurt you or ever raised my voice
    But we both did dumb things, but you were always worse
    You blamed me for things that you did, and told me it was me
    But never once did you look back and take a look and see
    That all the problems that we both had, that tainted our great love
    And whenever I tried to talk to you, you blew me off with a shrug
    I hate that all the good times, were outnumbered by the bad
    And that every time I did have tears, you called me weak and sad
    What happened to the good times, that we both used to have?  
    I started to dread the times we would be together, thought them a damn drag
    Why did you turn into this?  What happened to the girl I loved?  
    The beautiful and perfect angel, the sweet and peaceful dove?  
    It was replaced by this evil and vile creature, that love seems to have made
    Love turning into hate and spiteful feelings, my eyes showing dismay
    Now you might think that you are cured, and think that you have "won"
    But if you ever see me again, you'll find, it's just begun
    My eyes that used to shine with joy, that were always filled with light
    Have now turned to hate and sadness, and are darker than the blackest night
    The hate is right under the surface, underneath this pleasant mask
    And will rage out and hurt people, and the barrier will not last
    I'm falling into this hateful being that you yourself did create
    Whether or not this is really myself, that is up to debate
    You are doomed to be the creator, of this, thing, I have become
    And the string of rumors that you yourself, have woven out and spun
    Have broken my heart and torn it apart and completely killed myself
    Now here I am, hate filled and mad, you never cared about how I've felt
    You used to tell me that we would always be, joined by our great love
    Again, you were my perfect and beautiful angel, my sweet and peaceful dove
    I tried and tried to heal us both, to love the life we had
    But every time I tried to talk about it, you just got pissed and mad
    You always said that I was the one, to have a life with you
    But I had seen that there was something strange, it sounded like a ruse
    The rumors were at first a joke, and I did not mind them one bit
    But then you got bold and angry, and then started spreading s**t
    I could no longer ignore the comments, the crap you told behind my back
    And started to spread some of my own and only then did that
    Get you angry and defensive, and start yelling smack
    Calling me a drama lover, now what do you think of that?  
    You told them that I was a cheat and did all those bad things to you
    But I realized that you were a dirty whore, and a war then did ensue
    You are nothing but a lying b***h that deserves nothing but to die
    Alone and friendless by yourself, however you do this deed, any way is fine
    So what happens to the girl that I once did completely love?  
    That perfect and beautiful angel, that sweet and peaceful dove

    Michael (Kiba) Heitfield
    September 6, 2010 7:14 PM