• Since long time ago I have been loving you and having the desire to be the perfect man for you.... but



    As I try to become a perfect man, the one you would love....

    You only laugh and don't even notice all the thing I have changed.

    As I treat you sweetly and take my time for you...

    You call me and inmature idiot and leave me in the cold darkness.

    As I sacrifice goals and dreams just for you....

    You don't even care and talk to me about other guys...


    As I cry and hate my self for not been your perfect man....

    You call me stupid and make fun of me, rubbing in my face all my failed effort and making me look insignificant.



    Why... Why again? As I figth for someone they just bake my heart in 2.

    Now cold in my bed and with tears on my face... my only word left are:

    "Hate my self"