• I loved you, Did you love me?
    Were we meant to fall in love,
    But never meant to be?

    I was his, his and only his
    But you then came into picture
    Your bright smile and your loving kiss
    Had my heart jump to your stature

    Only to see that someone had beat me to it long before
    That someone was already there
    That you need not fill that hole others bore
    For someone was sitting on that chair

    The truth had dawned me long before
    But your smile would then appear
    Every time reality would restore
    Your light would make it disappear

    You were hers, I was his
    Even before, I knew already
    But with every lasting dreamy kiss
    Came a cover for harsh reality

    I'm not bitter, just hurt
    Hurt that even with the knowledge of the truth
    I chose to hope even with red alerts

    But then again, who am I but a young child?
    A young, lovesick ignorant child.
    A child whose heart refuses to believe the harsh reality
    That you are hers and I am his
    That is what it's supposed to be

    Are you in pain as I am?
    Is your heart wrenching like mine?
    Or perhaps it was all a scam?
    To play with the heart of a young hopeless valentine?

    Did you smile brighter with me?
    Did you laugh louder than with her?
    But as fate had it cruelly
    None of it mattered
    Because it had you choose the other

    You made me believe in a fantasy
    You weren't at fault
    It was this incredibly foolish heart of mine that chose to believe
    Chose to believe the false dream
    That you would one day come and say you chose me

    So even now, I am by your side
    Not as a lover but as a close friend
    My heart still chooses to stay on the other divide
    Where everything was settled and there's no need to pretend
    No need to pretend that I don't love you.