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This has been a half boring, half somewhat exciting summer. But now it's about to end. I don't want it to end emo emo emo emo Even though this summer wasn't that exciting it's still better than the depressing, stressful, bleak, and boring future of Kennedy. I'm not saying that Kennedy is worse than De La Salle, I'm just saying that it's going to be just as hellish as De La Salle emo Even worse news is that I might not get my class schedule until the first day of school which would suck because I want to know ahead of time if I'm going to have any classes with my friends. I also don't know when I'm getting my ID for Kennedy. They're not going to let me in if I don't have an ID gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk On the somewhat happy side of things I'm going back to Chicago today, but I'm a little worried that I might get lost in the airport and then miss my flight. I should know my way around airports since I'm almost 16 but I'm not to good with directions sweatdrop I'm kinda sad to be leaving because I like it here. I almost feel like moving in here, but I know that if I did that I wouldn't be happy in the end. Since this is my journal I might as well get rid of all my emotional baggage here. I'm not sure if my dad loves me emo emo emo emo emo emo emo I don't know if he's truly interested in my life or if he's just asking all these questions so he doesn't have to pay child support anymore. I'm really a nervous wreak about this. Because if he does love me then I should return his feelings but if he doesn't love me than I don't want to get too close to him because I'll just get my heart broken.

Fear is only in our minds taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.--Evanescence lyrics

Everything changes, nothing remains without change.--Buddha