I have some things to worry about. One of my dogs is going to have to be put down soon. He has gotten so old he can't function right anymore. He falls down all the time, he can't tell when his bodly functions (Ie, using the restroom) are happening, and he has tumors all over his body. It's so sad. He has been around since I was just a baby. I am going to miss him like crazy. I hope I get the chance to say good bye before they do it. He is such a good dog.
I also worry about my grandma. She is getting old and she is starting to act it a little bit. It is very possible that she could live to be 100, but I always worry anyway. She has always been there for me. I don't know what I'd do if I lost her.
One of my sisters has MS and she got in a car crash. She called today and she was crying, so now I'm worried. If something has happened to her health-wise it could be fatal. If something has happened to her other wise, it is making her very sad and I don't like it.
My friend who is in the same boat as me seems to be sad all over again. I wish I knew what to say and what to do to make it better, but I know from my own experiences that there's really very little I can do but offer my company and hope it is of some comfort.
Now is also one of the rare times I worry for myself. I have been in bad health, both mentally and physically for awhile. I can't seem to gain my weight back and all of my muscle has dissapeared. Im so scrawny now. I have been having seriously strong urges to slit my wrists, too. I almost did one night, but I was crying so hard that I got all weak and couldn't break the glass I was going to use.
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