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♥ i have seen sun 3 times now these holidays. I get to see him again tonight at the L&G gig, which also have Stealing O'neal who I am dying to see. <3
I can't wait.. I was going to see him last night but he had to leave and he was all the way on the other side of the shops.
He called me though. smile So that made me happy.
I love him so much- he gives me the best emotions. I love how he always can leave me speechless. He is so amazing! I just love him.
I'm so scared though of loosing him. He means so much to me and I don't want anyone to try and take him away from me. I have tried for so long to find someone perfect, over months of heartache and what-not.. I have finally found someone who loves me, for me.
I'm also scared because of Comet. I had a dream and he was in it..
I know I don't have feelings for him anymore.. I CAN'T like him anymore.
I know so because I know I can't trust him, but I saw him yesterday.
He waved and smilied and looked me up and down as if he was checking me out lol.
I'm so scared.
I love Sun. && only Sun. And nothing will change that.
But Comet.. I don't know. I think its just that I liked him SO much for 2 months. Although I can say I am over him.. and I love Sun so much more than I ever did love him, its scaring me.