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In the pleasures of this world there are two kinds of people, the good and the bad. But some may say that there are middle men somewhere in the mix and confusion of this worlds delusion. I say you are completely right, but this race is unfamiliar to the masses that are exposed to the tearinry and the selfishness of evil men. Times pass and lives are lived. But those unfamiliars that are so mysterious to you and I have no specific goal but an exsistence. An exsistence bent on either protecting you the good and the bad, or bent on creating hell on earth for just the good. Now we believe that we have found the solution to this good and bad delema. But policing the streets and securing the homes and constitutional rights of those pathetic humans, I mean those good people isnt going to help you or others in your own quest or persute of happiness.

I am but the watchmen who gazes upon the hearts and minds of others and I have seen and felt these middle men. I have done no more than classify them in my own opinion. As angels. Now I may sound alittle off of whatever this is in this glass, Im kidding. But I do know that this sounds strange and I feel that in my mind, I need to express my misserability in a different direction other than just labeling my self as EXSISTING, cause thats all im doing really im just exsisting in my own mind. But I see angels and I see hell, I see heaven in a certain females eyes. And I see hell in the hearts and hear it on the thoughts of men. See the structural sence of things is to not just exsist but to live, as if one isnt the other and the other isnt the one. But it is true to live is to have purpose, to exsist is to have no meaning goal reason or purpose for that matter. Now picture a young 17 year old teen, with his whole life ahead of him, and is an extremely intelligent person. But a person none the less, and he has based his life on exsisting and nothing more. DO you call him a bum, do you call him a lazy little ********. Or do you call him a philosopher, do you call him an artist in the articulet sence.

Can you call him a smart a** or a genius. Tell me where does it border where a smart a** student who is a complete a** holes to everyone and has found a way to alienate all of those who have gotten close to him. DO you call that a smart a** or a genius. How about an intellectual of emence proportions, with an infeariority complex and a problem with stupidity, but is a total gentlemen, and a lover no matter what. Do you call that a genius or a smart a**. You see where we see things in a certain way, another will see them either differently or in the same way. But we already know you cant see it in my way, cause I am an independent thinker, I have a mind of my own and I can do nothing but show you the picture that I have painted, you have to judge for yourself weither you like it or not. But we see things in our own point of view, but what do you do when many others see your reasoning for something and the opinion of the bad see it your way to. What would you say that is majority rules. I call it a path done lost, because now what happens to those who saw the opposite of your ideals, do they admit defeat or do they become the bad and you are the good. See with a slight of hand the gun can be pointed in your favor. Im just saying when it comes down to it, who decides whos the good and whos the bad. Thats all, because as the nights pass to judgement day and the sun eclipses the moon, and the sky in your world fades to black, who do you run to the good or the bad.

Because the good will tell you to look on the brighter side, and the bad will tell you tough s**t deal with it. Now who do you come to. You come to us the Angels, the watchmen, the lovers, the healers, the protectors, the broken and the creators. We are the true threads in the tapestry that binds heaven and hell.

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