The mornings where some men and women find themselves in a random bed, in a random room, and unknown apartment. They wonder what they've done the night before. Did I let him bring me here? What did I bring her home? I need to get away before he wakes up. Does he have my number? Did I use a condom? Will I get pregnant?
Of course these questions will be answered in all good time. Sometimes to late, sometimes to early and some at the moment of time. Most saturday mornings will turn that way for a small percentage of the population.
I am not one of these people. I am the majority at this moment. I woke up, went to the bathroom, walked barefoot to the kitchen, ate breakfast and got ready for the day. I was of the normal.
So today I'm a bit confused. I think a lot and usually I can over think a lot of things. I'm ok with being an over thinker really I am. But usually I can get in trouble due to the fact I ask way to many questions.
How can a person care...Then not?
How can they not love?
Hate does not just exists, it builds over time, simmers, ages like wine. It is an emotion that most confuses me. If people hate that means they have to have some "heart" as you would say. You can not just have hate without love, it's like the moon with no sun, day with no night, land without water, pants without shirt. It's impossible not to have.
But then again I've been wrong before and could be wrong now. But thoughts and feelings aren't wrong. They can't be, they aren't true facts, just feelings. A psycho path has no feelings, they they have no care, no love, no emotion. That is how they can kill without stopping. It's because they feel nothing.
anyways that's all for now. Maybe I'll post something later and babble on about seaweed and how it grosses me out to no end because it's all green and gets stuck everywhere. I mean even if you are wearing a suit it gets EVERYWHERE. I mean if you're in a certain lake or pool or something then you wont get any seaweed or algae.
With love that burns with a passion as bright as a florescent light bulb...
Rosebud
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