Floor ten is higher than floor two of course. That's the floor I wish I was on now. I wish I was sitting in an open window watching the view below. If I was in a crowded city all the lights would be shining around. My heart would sink though because of this. The glare of city lights drown the most beautiful thing of all. The stars. If I was on floor ten, away from the city, I would be able to see the stars. I could look and find the summer triangle and be proud of myself because I could find it. I would actually probably dance around because I'd be so happy I found the summer triangle, but then I'd second guess myself and lean farther out the window. Then I'd fall. But I mean I'm just saying it could happen. Anyways, I could watch the sky forever. Even though a star I see tonight may not be alive right then and there, I will capture that moment in my heart and let it take me away. Stars are simple, they aren't complex. They are a fiery ball of gas under extreme pressure in the sky. Their light shines millions and billions and trillions of light years just to reach my eyes. Sometimes I wish I was on the roof, standing in my baggy jeans and sweat shirt, just standing there with my eyes close. Listening to the night. But you see it's different when you're higher, when you're away from all that matters. Try it sometime, just stand there and listen. Soak in the noises that are far from you. Cars passing by, people walking home, hookers....never mind. ANYWAYS. Standing away from all that matters, standing away from everyone else. It's almost like standing alone in a room. But the best part about the tenth floor is... If someone passes below, you could spit on them and quickly hide in your room. Or yell "HEY SEXY!" (I actually did that a couple nights ago, but it wasn't on a roof or the tenth floor of anything. I was on a deck looking down at the beach and some dude was playing his guitar so I yelled "HEY YOU SEXY BEAST!" Thank GOD it was pitch black out because no one saw me and I ran away to the basement to hide)
Wow I've really gotten off topic here haven't I? I was actually going to try and write something really nice and cool. But then I just kind of got off subject there. It actually takes me forever to write something. I write like five drafts before I even write a final copy. Maybe I'll post something I've written in the past...
Anyways With love that burns with a passion as bright as a florescent light bulb... Rosebud
Ps. Ok I only know of TWO people who read this. Thanks guys.
RadicalRosebud · Mon Aug 17, 2009 @ 03:19am · 0 Comments |