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well, to give a brief summary of everything thats happened, folks still havent accepted that im gay, still dating sam and my folks still dont approve, working 2 jobs atm, not wanting to go to college next semester cuz itll tired me out but mom says otherwise, hmmmm...and my grandma is in FL for a while so i took over her room domokun

me and sam have been flippin awesome though through everything. its nice to have her around and share my load with her, she still amazes me in alot of things, hell, anyone else wouldve made this whole experience harder to handle. its kinda funny though cuz shes told her folks about me and they didnt have a problem with it, said theyd always love her ...which kinda makes me wonder what my moms definition of love is....but thats a totally different topic.

anyways weve been having lil arguments about me and sam every now and again and finally yesterday i got her to say the real reason why she doesnt want sam around....

me: "so i was wondering if sam could come to church with us?"
mom: "no."
me: "why not?"
mom: "b/c i said so"
me: "i dont get it, what is it about her that you dont like, you know shes a good person, shes just happens to be gay and my girlfriend."
mom: "i know shes a good person but i dont like what she's doing?"
me: "which is?"
mom: "she's taking you away from me"
me: "how the hell is that possible when she wants us all to go to church together?!"
mom: "do you know why we go to church?"
me: "so we can all be together in god's house, hell, he loves us all, right?"
mom: "..."
me: "i just don't see the problem, she just wants to be part of the family, she wouldn't be taking me away from you if you'd let her come around, hell you're the only one that's keeping everyone apart"
mom: "i don't want her over her! i don't want to see you two kissing an all!!"
me: "so we won't!! i'll tell her that if that's all it takes"

aunt comes around and my mom says we'll talk about it later -.- hooo boy