needless to say, I love sam and jonathan. you guys have been incredibly helpful with advice and opinions and I feel happy because of it. ^_^ sam of course pwns jonathan twice for obvious reasons (sam has a bigger punani than jonathan <3 ), but now I feel a lot better than before this spring break vacation biggrin soooooo, here's a poem to better describe me now =) being a fan of terra naomi, I used her tune from her song "up here".
Stand - Crissy K (written on March 14, 2007)
Mold another dream on this journey unbound,
Create another hope that doesn't simply turn around,
Put some faith into this chance,
You won't be dropping out,
The light that ends your road blinds the doubts you cared about.
Lately I've just been a fool that's believed,
That my grief and problems would always remain a mystery,
With no one to understand all the whines that were mine,
I just dissapoint, I just dissapoint.
But right here, I am who I am,
No matter how I feel, I'm still able to stand,
I'm not ruled by grief and sores,
Sure they follow me around each time I'm thinkin bout before, yeah.
But now here, I've made myself aware,
There's happiness to feel and more to share,
I'll be much better than I am,
No matter what problems hit me,
This smile of mine will stand, yeah.
Yeah after the pain, all the problems never changed,
Everything never shown perfected my own feign,
I'd just go on through the days, trained monkey in a cage,
It's just another day, just another day.
But I can see I've lost my faith in that feign,
Life's much better now, hot blonde with me, all smiles,
I've learned a heart has its limits no matter what it feels,
And now I'm lookin forward to feeling a joy that's real.
But right here, I am who I am,
No matter how I feel, I'm still able to stand,
I'm not ruled by grief and sores,
Sure they follow me around each time I'm thinkin bout before, yeah.
But now here, I've made myself aware,
There's happiness to feel and more to share,
I'll be much better than I am,
No matter what problems hit me,
This smile of mine will stand, yeah.
And all my values strengthen how I behave,
Those I treat kindly, and those I deprave
We've all got burdens that we'd rather ignore,
Just don't let them stack up, put up a fight, and let yourself soar.
And right here, I am who I am,
No matter how I feel, I'm still able to stand,
I'm not ruled by grief and sores,
Sure they follow me around each time I'm thinkin bout before, yeah.
But now here, I've made myself aware,
There's happiness to feel and more to share,
I'll be much better than I am,
No matter what problems hit me,
This smile of mine will stand, yeah.
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