Thought it'd be a good idea to take this test...
http://www.depressedtest.com
I've taken others... they all basically say the same thing.
Now... what do I do?
Last time my mom thought I was sad, SHE started crying.... I don't want her to be sad, too. gonk
.... Hah. Just noticed that one of the disorders is also known as SAD... that's messed up. XD That one says that people affected by that disorder are more depressed in the winter. I like winter. But... I have to stay home alot during the winter and being alone sucks... gives me time to think... and thinking eventually makes me upset.
Cyclothymia is basically bipolar.... I get happy and super excited sometimes but I tend to crash pretty hard afterwards.... Which is a bummer because I'll go hang out with friends, have a GREAT time, and be totally down afterwards. It's lame.... sweatdrop
*sigh* I dunno... I think I've taken this test or similar ones about 3 times over the past few years... they all say the same thing. So I don't know what to do. I'm convinced. But I don't want others to be like "Oh she's just whiney. She wants attention so she's acting sad." >.> No... That's not it. "If someone was really that upset, they wouldn't come right out and say it because that means they want attention. talk2hand " NO!! THAT MEANS THEY WANT DESPERATELY TO BE HAPPY AND THEY CAN'T HELP BUT BE SAD ALL THE TIME!! UIAJFALKWDLFKJ UGH! stressed
Bleh....... stare
