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Stuff from my heeead..
Here's where I'll be taking things that come into my head and putting them in words on this here site for people to see.
I'm really starting to hate you...
"You want to know about my day? Hm... Well... It was
crappy UNTIL an AMAZING FRIEND of mine started to text me. And no
matter how crappy or boring my day is she always turnes it around.
It's awesome. She nearly gets me to forget all the bad parts of the
day. That's how my day is going so far. XD <3"

"You have touched a place in my heart in which I could never forget
you. You are truthfully an awesome person so thank you. XD"

"I like you. I really do. Like. Gah... You have no idea. Like 'really like'
is an extreme understatement."

"You are a big part of my life. I am so thankful that your beautiful
personality and disposition entered my life again... My dull unhappy
lifestyle is now a thing of the past."

.... You're a liar.
Now you never want to tell me what's wrong. You ALWAYS seem upset. When I try to apologize for something I thought I did to make you unhappy, you think I'm trying to start drama. I ask you to come meet my parents so that we could hang out more and you did nothing but make excuses and when I told you the consequence was that I'd never get to see you again, you didn't care! And when I try to sneak out to see you (because I actually WANT to see you, I miss you), you could care less....
I asked if you wanted to hang out and when would be a good time for you and you never answered... So I figured you didn't want to. "Nevermind..." and you told me "Good."
I don't know what I did to make you so mad at me all the time but I really wish you'd tell me. You don't tell me anything and for once I wish you'd just be honest and tell me what's on your mind and if it's my fault. If you still like me, I want to be reassured. If you don't, I want honesty. You think this "Pull you in to push you away" crap is funny? It's not. It hurts me. Alot. But it doesn't seem like you'd care anymore...
I just wish that if that's the case, you'd tell me.

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