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If I need to talk but have no one to talk to or I feel I need to write through my problems, it goes here. I do not use names. If I do, it's because I either have no respect for the person, or I accidentally slipped.
An explanation, for those who dont know
Ummm...been awhile. Yeah, I just haven't felt like posting lately. Nothing too extremely amazing has happened lately. Not that anything I put here is ever that amazing. Today is Thanksgiving. I had no idea we were actually going to have a TG dinner, but we did. At three in the afternoon, no less. It was our second one, but it was much smaller than the first as far as the amount of people goes. I liked the first one. I brought Mei-Chi along and we played Ping Pong and old OLD video games. Sadly, they did not have Pong. I like Pong. For such a simple video game it has the power to keep a person amused for hours, if not temporarily braindead or hypnotized. I don't know why. It's amazing the power they have over people. Tetris was made by russian scientists and they specially designed it to keep people from sleeping. "From Russia with fun!".

I guess one amazing thing happened this week. I know its petty and I really shouldn't get joy out of such a thing, but honestly, he deserved it. The girl Ron went after after being rejected by 3 girls in a row ((heheh giggle giggle)), the one who had the shaved head and everything, went out with him for a whole week. Yep. One week and he is dumped again. But that isn't the best part! She's a ******** LESBIAN! MWUAHAHAHH! She was BI untill she went out with him. God he is horrible! While I'm here feeling a bit pressured by the guys that have crushes on me, he is failing with every member of the opposite sex! He's so desperate he's turning to lesbians! ((not that I have anything against the girl. I have spoken to her and she is nice, so I have no problem with her)) Its like some higher being is saying, "Here, since they won't allow you your revenge, I shall have it play out before you so you may watch and be satisfied." Oh good laughs.

Since some of the people who read my journal have only gotten Ron's side of the story((*gough*Mr.EX*cough*)), let me Explain it right here. Ill try to be brief about it:

First off, he will try to tell you that he is innocent and my mom was just overreacting and I was the reason it happened. While it is true that my mom was WAY overreacting, I have come to realize that if you get right down to it, it was Ron's fault. See, I knew my mom was trying to call so in an attempt to stop this whole pile of bullshit from happening, I called him first. True, I was hysterical because I had just gotten into a physical fight with my own mother for his sake so I probably wasn't that easy to understand, but that was no excuse for what he did. I finally calmed down enough to tell him "Ron, my mom is all pissed and she thinks its your fault, but its not your fault, its Mei-chi's fault. I called you to busy up your line so she couldnt get through. Dont answer the phone for her, just ignore it, its not your fault." However, I forgot he has call waiting. Whats the dumb ******** do?? "Hey mom, check this out!" flicks over to the other line and hands it to his mumsy dearest. Had he just listened to me and NOT done that, NONE OF THAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED!

Now, I don't know what was said on the phone, because I was too scared to go downstairs untill I heard the keys jingling. From what I understand, my mom was trying to explain to his mom that he was ******** with my head and he needed to stop it because I was going suicidal. That much was true, though I doubt my mom was as pleasant about it as she says. Ron was toying with me like a yoyo, playing his little push me pull me game. First he'd be all nice and cuddly and talk to me all sweet like, then he'd treat me like the nastiest scum of the earth, tell me I'd never learn to drive and that sort of bullshit. Then he'd switch back to being nice. Well, instead of his mother either just hanging up or actually maybe taking some of this into consideration, she decides to start screaming and howling at my mother, calling me all sorts of names and bad s**t, saying I was the reason for Ron's depression, and finishing it off by telling my mother that she was a bad mother. She isn't the greatest mother, I admit, but she's done a hell of a better job with me than Ron's mom has done with him. RON NEEDS COUNSELING. She needs to get it for him, but does she? NO!

Anyway, I hear my moms keys jingling and her screaming something about kicking someone's a**. Meanwhile, I tried to call Neow, to get her to calm me down and maybe save me from my mom, but just when I get her on the line, my cell starts ringing. I pick it up and who is it? KIM, Rons ******** mom. I told Neow Id have to call her back and hung up, but Kin thinks Im talking to her and she just starts screaming at me something about "Rons tried to be a friend to you, cuss cuss swear swear! You need to calm the ******** down! Blah blah ******** s**t a** blah!" Bullshit. Suddenly, I realize where my mom is going. I went downstairs and tried to block her from getting in the garage but that only resulted in me getting my head slammed into the wall by my mom and getting crushed behind the door, then I fell and smashed my head on the floor. Dave tried to pick me up, but I freaked out and I guess I punched him twice. They forced me into the car and I tried like all hell to get my mom to turn around and go home. To make this next part short, I pretty basically tried to warn Ron's mom that my mom was coming, but she had to be all "I am high and Mighty! No one shall harm me!" and ended up getting socked in the face by my mom, while I tried to jump between them, taking most of my mother's punches myself. Finally I got my mom to stop, but then she went after me and dragged me to the stairs by the hair and beat the s**t out of me on the way to the car and at every red light.

The police came to my house, took me to the hospital and almost got me sent to mountain vista because they were afraid I was going to kill myslef. They wont even let you have SHOELACES there. Meanwhile, Ron attempted to seduce Mei-chi, who told him I was in the hospital. He didn't give a flying ********. In fact, I was told that he told Mei-Chi that I was a horrible friend to her and that she shouldnt feel bad that I was int he hospital. She hung up on him.

Anyway, theres ALOT more to this story, but I think that covers the biggest problem. If you really want to know the other parts of the story, PM me or ask me here. Sorry it was so long.






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BiancaBaby
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commentCommented on: Sat Nov 27, 2004 @ 08:22am
Well I didn't know that and I do Need to know more More MOre MORe MORE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
the beging of your story was really funny but you went down fom there. well that was very educational(Golden Boy)
Why didn't you try warning me about your mother that s**t really hurt you know she can pack a punch.
You know what I dont get, how come when we were together and your mom caught me with my hand down your shirt, Why didn't she beat the s**t out of one of Us?¿
Oh well lucky me, I've never felt that women's Fists of fury "thank god"


commentCommented on: Sat Nov 27, 2004 @ 08:32pm
Well, it wasn't really intended to be funny.... I tried not to be all dramatic though. I don't think my mom got mad that one time because my brothers had already done stuff like that and she knew it was gonna happen sooner or later. She didn't want me to be afraid of sex and all. She still hasn't let me forget it though stare . I mean, she knows the stuff me and Ron did and she didn't really get angry at that either.

umm.....warn you about what?



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commentCommented on: Sun Nov 28, 2004 @ 06:49pm
By the insisting of peer mediation Ron and I can no longer hjave verbal contact woot fir me *feels all involved* but seriously that boy needs one of two things a low painful death or counceling...with a side or torchere (sp?) But i may have a slightly biest opininon xd *hugs Zanti*


commentCommented on: Sun Nov 28, 2004 @ 07:26pm
Warn me about your mom comeing and beating me up. Im suprized you didn't figure it out▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓



BiancaBaby
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Zantiga
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commentCommented on: Sun Nov 28, 2004 @ 08:58pm
My mom never came to beat you up you doofus! *whacks you with an oversized dead fish, and you know you liked it* My brothers were sposed to, but I told them not to....or something to the effect....I think I may have told them that you left school a different way than you really did.

I much agree Teki, but I think getting him counseling would be my first choice. Don't get me wrong, there are times when the only thing that could make me feel better would be bashing his brains out with a blunt object, but if he got counseling maybe he'd see what a jackass he is and he might become a better person. Then Satan himself will appear in a cloud of faerie dust and sell me a snowcone. Cherry flavor.


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